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letra de the stranger - pause the day

sometimes i feel sad
but never wanna confess what my heart stress
maybe i am mad
maybe i am just another dude depressed
“life f-cks you up so live it to the fullest till you rest”
that’s what everyone address
but wait
what the f-ck?
how the f-ck can my luck be good to bring me a life without any hate or anyone not being rude?
but dude that’s what anyone feels
when depression takes over and tries to k!ll
let me tell you a story
let me take you back to ‘02
a true incident that got me my emotion blew

cause
i was a kid gettin’ ready for school
waitin’ for my bus i just met a random dude
he was older
maybe 19 years ahead from me
newly married, got a newborn he had to see
all these new burdens that he was carryin’ got him worried
so he started off a new life to keep it goin’
rip his worryin’
he was poor and so he had to sell food to earn more
and his life took his faith to too hardcore

i started talkin’ and we talked a lot
as i waited for my bus i used to look at my clock
till my talk had to stop as i need to get to school
“see ya tomorrow” we shouted at each other as i walked
now i was happy i made a friend
not a close one but someone i can talk to and not get bored
laugh at his jokes
while lot of people standin’ there ignored us like a fuss

now many days have p-ssed
almost 2 years
friendship got even closer than we were
i still remember i went to my aunts’ in my summer
enjoyed a lot but didn’t realize that it was too late
i came back few days late than i should
i was surprised his food car was not there
“dafuq you are? where the f-ck you went?”
i asked the man who had a white van whose shop was right next to my fams’
he said that “he is gone. his brother got a job he had to move on but he would come and meet yes he would.”
i was sad again as i stayed there and stood
rememberin’ all those laughs and free food
all those priceless moments
now i don’t wanna go to school
man it’s not at all cool
but i guess i can’t do anythin’ but move on
as he is gone so long

fast forward to many years later
went to my aunts’ again to be a fun creator
me and my couz (cousin) playin’ all day long
one mornin’ i went for a walk with my mom
dated october 30th 2008
a day that every single motherf-cker in my state hates
that day i saw him years later
i went and said “oh my god! hi.. how the f-ck you are?”
he said “hey kid. what’s up and how’s life mate?”
i said “i’m fine. i’m cryin’. i’m lyin’. i missed ya man i’m sorry i wasn’t back on time. i see you’ve grown old and i see some wrinkles on your face. so how’s life man? what’s the f-ckin’ chase?”
we laughed a bit he said he had to leave quick
he had a new business a restaurant indeed
he said “here take my number give me a call and don’t forget to come visit my restaurant.”

we said goodbyes
yes i was happy again
went back home and started playin’ video game
that’s when my dad came rushin’ into the room
plugged off the console
“i need to see the news.” he said “a blast took place couple miles away from home.”
i saw the news and i was like “oh sh-t no.”
cause it’s the same place, same f-cking area, same time he opens up, i’m getting hysteria
so many injured and so many dead
tears everywhere and the whole f-ckin’ place was red
blood everywhere, everything turned to ashes
“i need to open up the restaurant” his words flashes in my head

my mind unclear, my thoughts broken and my heart runnin’ faster than a deer
i paced out of the room and took my mamma’s phone
dial up the number hopin’ i get to hear the tone
but no everythin’ is in vain
my heart’s broken and i’m f-ckin’ sad again
no ringin’ of phone and no pickin’ up
i tried and tried until i ran out of my luck

now maybe he gave me the wrong number
or maybe it was just another f-ckin’ network error
i don’t know man i just hope you are fine
till today i don’t know if you’re f-ckin’ dead or alive
your number don’t ring anymore when i try to dial
i hope you’re alive and if you’re no more i hope your soul ain’t cryin’
so if you’re out there then come back to the place where we first collide
then maybe we will talk and laugh just like old times

- pause the day

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