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letra de attaboy - nick xl

[verse]
i wonder why i ain’t made it yet
which i’m ashamed to admit
if this sh-t is just an aim and a miss
then what the f-ck i got to offer? wasn’t raised with no gifts
started doin little videos to change up the pace
and now those are doin better than the music i make
now i feel i got to choose between a dream or a notch
and either or not, i’ll probably still be weak with the plot
i’m a veteran in more ways than one in this case
ten years, got no trophies to place
all i got’s this f-ckin war with all these demons i make
then givе life, once i speak and brеathe it into the page
think if i left now, right now, n0body’d miss me
f-ck my soul, its like a blow to my kidneys
i wish i could walk home to a house out of disney
big yard, pet dog with a frisbee
but instead i come home to this food stamp card
cause i know that i ain’t tryna pay dues that hard
ain’t like my siblings, i was never abused that hard
but its hard to get a leg up when you knew that start
‘tween the way that my t–th rot and the spots on my skin
got me thinking death is knocking again
and all my goals ain’t accomplished, sh-t, not even a dent
but when i was sixteen i thought i’d prolly ascend
and its not even the views, sh-t i could do without stats
all it does is make me wish my brain was blew with a gat
i guess its all just attention, guess i’m lookin for that
got so close to the darkness, i think i miss it, in fact
sh-t, i ain’t the devil but a part of me is
you ask my family they’re as far as it gets
we got the only broken home once my father had split
but that made me who i am, i call his parting a gift
i actually went and developed my own personality
which is the worst thing you can do, it’s duality
its quiet when i walk in the room, like who’s mad at me
cause i ain’t on my f-ckin knees prayin’ like i atta be
i guess i wanted somethin like an “attaboy”
i’m gettin’ on my knees so call the cavalry
i guess i wanted somethin like an “attaboy”
i guess i only f-cking want an “attaboy”

- nick xl

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