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letra de late night banter - fond memory vacation

[spoken word]
i’m suicidal tonight
it’s no surprise
it hurts even more
the fact that i’m dying on the inside
but i can’t practice catharsis
you asked me what it was
i told you it was the act of being able to relieve your strong emotions by doing something like crying
crying
i couldn’t cry
the antidepressants didn’t let me
my eyes got watery
but a consistent stream never came through
the way i’d remedy this situation last year would be to smoke or drink myself into oblivion
but that’s something i never want to experiment or feel everagain
40mg fluoxetine pillies
sounds way better than 40oz mickeys
or does it?
i have no reason to be sad and
you told me that my feelings were valid
but that’s only true to a certain degree
ask anyone else
and they’ll say i’m overexaggerating
and that i should get over it
stop f-cking faking it lazy f-ck
i’m so depressed
to the point where i’m speechless and i can’t get my message across
im broken yes
but i can’t distinguish the reasons why

- fond memory vacation

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