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letra de lost time - xhef & filip neuf

view from halfway down
i ain’t ask for death
the depths shows everything left
lost time spent
no opulence
to show for the events
adhd
wasting time part of the disease
waited around waiting for a moment to sieze
couldn’t bring myself to live continuously
break up the streams by refreshing my feeds
viciously beating myself
numb to evict demons
media consumed
just an it was cool
what the f-ck was i doing
waiting for punchlines to events
self destruction just to wake up unchanged
pick a sentiment and mean it
no phoenix rising from the ashes
im inbetween fates
transitioning tragedies
anger never felt till the ending started happening
it was always be grateful for what happened and is happening
but when nothing ever happens again
that lost time waiting in lines
for disappointing events
every timeline refresh
every deep breath
everyone elses behavior i ever tried to correct
every moment i spent forcing a connection
every moment obsesessing over human imperfections
every moment testing the limits of depression
instead of focusing on resurrection through medicine
time just checking
dumb questions
following wrong directions
the gift of life wasted
wrapping up the wrong present
pop said it would be long and trecherous
it wasn’t
i didn’t learn a lesson
the time spent not buying a trip to heaven
time wasted too much for correction
so much mind spent in corrections
it really did get to my head
kept me in line
thousands of dollars on textbooks
knowledge not worth a dime
never got a degree so you can say i died trying
never told my family dont believe in god
rest assured ill die lying
praying and crying
cause that eternity sh-t so dark in my mind
in the terminal every flight is mine
i can’t read any signs
engines fire up sound like the record player blowing smoke
voice disintegrates to whispers and croaks
i’m gripping my bed heart beating out my chest writing a note
dont release my demos
dont publish my notes
dont remember who i was by how i lived but what i wrote
no i’m not ready to go
im not ready to go

- xhef filip neuf

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