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as i sit here in my flat having flashbacks i can only think about how the futures gonna make me collapse, i’m gonna crumble or become so callous that no one in their right mind could hold me back

if i lash out i’ll cause damage like an earthquake make everybone in ya body break like a brick through a window pane inducing a lotta pain n suffering my minds blank like a void i’m always buffering

i got an ugly heart n ugly scars my brain had a meltdown after i got hit by a car when i was around 11 that sent me a lil crazy like a connection getting severed been a little loco since the age of 7 n when i was 8 i chased my older brother with a big blade from the kitchen if i had to guess it was around 9 inches

i was jus playing while my other personality wanted to slay him can ya blame it? enduring so much bullying n suffering at a young age it drove my past the point of no return i went a little insane being pushed to manic states of psychotic depression n episodes similar to that of a schizophrenic n i ain’t even been diagnosed yet

i don’t know what i am anymore, screaming out for help from the bathroom floor i don’t know who i am anymore i’m tryna get help coz i can’t endure all this mental torture that my brain gives me i listen to music but i still hear the voices on top of it i turn it up n they get louder n louder looks like there ain’t no stopping it

i’m surrounded by jinns they in my head n in the walls i hear all howling like wolves at night i’m tryna sleep and i hear them above my head all the time

the voices give me suicidal thoughts as i close my eyes i vision myself plunging the hunting knife into my self letting the blood leak from the arteries inside my chest i’m so stressed it might relieve the pressure willingly i won’t test it, but if i can’t control myself then guess my life might be ended

the ither favourite is making me watch myself in a vision making multiple incisions to my wrist overdosing on pills and hesitantly make the decision to jump off the roof reciting lines that sound like they should be in the excorsist maybe a need an excorsism, a bullet in my brain and a priest

man this sh-ts so peak it happens in my dreams i wake up believing that someones dead because of me, waking up paranoid in a cold sweat thinking someones dead, my demons making me dream of k!lling everything that breathes

man f-ck this my heads making me wanna leave

suicidal thoughts memories are tarnished distorted self image i’m cold hearted x3

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