letra de is it corny this was therapeutic? - swoop

wake up and pray to a god i don’t know if i believe in
if i don’t believe and he’s real will he actually be listening in?
and if he answers my prayers than n-gga i’ll be cheesing
and maybe next time i fall asleep i’ll just stop breathing
you see? when i turned 18 life just got worse
went to college, dropped out. got a girl, lost the girl
i just want my way into heaven
but did god turn his back to me when i stopped going to church?
well, f-ck it. i hear suicide victims go to h-ll regardless
and at this rate, i’ll be thеre in no time flat
fix my sh-t and go to heavеn? that ships departed
and the only downside of h-ll is i’ll never meet mac
since my homie died i just haven’t been the same
an existential crisis almost every f-ckin day
i just wander in my thoughts thinking that maybe today might be the day
nah
still got sh-t to live for so i gotta keep it kicking
i got siblings who look up to me for them i can’t be quitting
but my motivations dwindling
and every day is just harder getting out of f-ckin bed
living in my own head and that sh-t be rent-free
and if you try talking to me? i don’t want your perspective
i’ll never ask for 2 cents don’t bother change for your dollar
it ain’t a shocker id rather deal with it dejected
talking so much about how i’m sad but i ain’t say why
maybe because i really don’t know
friends all around me but i can’t reach out
i just can’t help but feel alone
every day feels never-ending
just the same as the last
mind works unrelenting
think i hit my peak way far in the past
feel weird having problems i’m presenting
cause i know i won’t tell even if you asked
i got all these insecurities and i’m hoping i don’t show it
plenty n-ggas in my corner asking questions tryna know it
but i can’t let them in it’s my problems i can’t bestow it
on anybody else i gotta deal with it myself
is it corny i wrote this song so i can put these feelings on the shelf?
is it corny i wrote this song so i won’t feel so secluded
is it corny writing this helped me start fighting through it
is it corny to say this sh-t was therapeutic?

- swoop

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