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letra de remember - skyl3r

[verse 1]
i remember once i drew upon a wall a demon figure as my teacher barged in through the front door
i remember everybody wanting something from me, ever since i got some money, i’ve been finna go ghost
i remember living proper while i’m growing bigger problems, marketing it bigger so i got a bigger conscience
i remember me and little brother studying our business in the early hours when we meant to blow snores
i remember doing c-ke for the first time, i remember living life like i ain’t gotta word sign
i remember people look at me like i’m berserk while the worst kind had their cold grip on my young mind
i remember growing like the oceans of emotions never ceased, and some poeple that i loved became deceased
i remember people never made a clown of me, i remember mum cursing and then crying in the sink
i remember shrinks after school, while i’d wait for an hour, take her next appointment before me
i remember finding weapons in the garden, where the only option was ignore it and they leaked into my dreams
i remember walking into church, it went quiet with the words, possessed, oh lord they hurt me
i remember finding gangster music, getting caught listening to it so i learned how to code an lp
i remember spending like an hour in my chair, schitzophrenia had the world fall apart around me
i remember blaming all my problems where the only actual option was to f-ck them and control me
i remember hearing mum cry next to dad while he slept, i remember thinking she was like me
i remember flying, plastic bag around my neck, and that wasn’t my worst, nor a night i regret

[verse 2]
i remember i felt isolated in my head, all the headaches pounding, toss and turned around inside my bed
i remember all the empty bottles in my cupboard that i’d h–rd to try and hide the skeletons that aren’t there
i remember never wanting drama and the only f-cking thing that helped my pardon was the fact i was a kid
i remember capsules melt inside my mouth the time i didn’t want to be alive and i would rather be dead
i remember fighting everybody for my story, i remember trying to find hope when it just wasn’t there
i remember people looking suprised at my story, oh my god man-man, i never would’ve guessed
i remember cold water sprayed on my face in winter, cause my parents thought it’d be a good idea
i remember cops were coming over cause my little punk -ss started screaming, it was scaring all the kids
i remember little of the happy things like sundays at the markets with my dad and older, bigger sisters
i remember never making friends, i was always too scared to express who i am, who would listen?
i remember depersonalisation because every time i’d come up with something to say i’d shun the idea
i remember laying in my bed, staring at the ceiling fan, thinking will it hold my weight or will it bend?
i remember p-ssing out from synthetics in public, had a seizure and i f-cking had the wit to wet my pants
i remember riding in an ambulance, my girl came for the dance but when we got there she had other plans and left
i remember so much petty drama that it shouldn’t be a problem but the problem is it grows and comes big i remember i couldn’t have sex for so long cause my dumb -ss was afraid from a past experience
i remember i’m so positive, this is a song to express who i was and who i could have been
i remember studying in bed when i was scared of internet because i thought that it wouldn’t understand
i remember finding my current, she’s an angel out of heaven and half the stuff in here she wouldn’t guess
i remember hating myself to the point i wrote notes to all the ones that i thought that would have cared

- skyl3r

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