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letra de rehash - sam nee

set me freeeee
i’m haunted by our history
i’m scared of all the parts of me
that i don’t recognise

what did i not learn from our time
that keeps you on my brain
i don’t even think that i would like you now
but i love you just the same

i don’t think about you all that often but
all it takes is one dream
you know i was just as scared as you
my breath still halts my hands still shake when i think about you reaching out to me
pictures can spark memories
a place, flashbacks of morbid things
i don’t want to forget you
but my mind can’t keep you in

give me reasons to forget
closures a carrot on a stick
the things we put each other through
in days long gone still open wounds

it’s funny how being near someone who can’t tell what’s real and what’s fake
can make you forget too
hindsights sposed to make things clear
but fog still covers all that year
my memories can’t comfort me
when i still can’t play it through

i think that in the end you’ve handled this better than me
the pain that you were used to had me questioning my sanity

i promised i wouldn’t write about you anymore
but some weeks i can’t think about anything else
the thing that makes it sting is that i know it wasn’t just you

i know the things i put you through
the ways i made things worse because i had no idea what to do
the times i over-thought and i should’ve listened, the times i should’ve said no
and should’ve stuck with it
maybe i needed to look back and re hash our interactions
maybe i needed to think and be disgusted by my actions
not to say, i was 18,and that’s just what happens
but admit i let things go too far, i forced your trust then trashed it
but i was in a corner that you couldn’t see
i was disoriented and alone i thought it was just me
you told me it was life and death so i put life above anything
but i don’t wanna defend myself
i want to take responsibility

pictures can spark memories
a place, flashbacks of morbid things
i don’t want to forget you
but my mind can’t keep you in

give me reasons to forget
closures a carrot on a stick
the things we put each other through
in days long gone still open wounds

guilt and shame wash over me oooooh
convicted with new eyes to see oooooh

i said so many times that what we had was destiny i still fear that cancerous notion will forever stay with me
like dom put the top into the safe
i promised i would always stay
now i feel as though i’ve failed you even though you’re doing well
guilt and shame wash over me oooooh
convicted with new eyes to see oooooh

- sam nee

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