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letra de rise - nick kopel

[verse 1]
feeling lazy and the place i want to go looking hazy when thinking of how many times i’ve said it
probably only talked about one thing more
my problem is i don’t know what to do when i have the floor
i’d chalk it up to the medication i took but i know it’s probably more
reach into the ether to restore my core
i feel sick admitting it all happened because i was bored
but it’s true
and i wish just as much for you
not knowing the expectation when i get my cue
get so many views i live my days in two just to not want it once
see those eyes and it runs
it means a ton the way we interact
the situation got me cracked
realized if i started the glue i had to finish
i understand why the asian culture uses gold
because even glue will diminish
take the extra time and stitch it back
forget i’m human so i forgive
past slack to harness the energy into future me
and onward
i’m allowed to feel tortured
my intuitive growth was ordered
watered by the thought someone can give a sh-t
i’m sorry nick
she’s just a b-tch
a quick pitch
so i know to take a walk
don’t even have a bat to swing even if i did
you did something wrong and you can see it in her first
she p-ssed and you ain’t done sh-t
you been at school all day
keep up the great work
may i stay?
for this conversation that’s about to happen
i thought she was napping
she’s wrapping it up
you ever peed in a cup?
you’ve done horrible stuff
a slight chuckle to the thought of a laugh
who does drugs in class?
atleast you’re going and you pass
one day that’ll be a degree
it’ll matter to someone to see how committed to what you’re told mattered
flattered with the ability to do more in time i think higher now in mine
mind sp-ce as i set the learning process at the base
multiple tracks stay
medication changes things
somehow
someway
one way
two door
silent to not
build scenarios
with subconscious plot
of caring what someone else had to think about
see it floating in the clouds
the day it was acknowledged
it was because i had other things to think about
allowed awareness to expand
as attention followed demand
a farmer forgetting
when to til the land
as he learns about the new factory
my battery needs a deeper mastery
as i couldn’t fathom that happening to me
applicable to one or two
three maybe four
five if my heart grows beyond myself and find my rour
i don’t care who i saved i can do more
never an excuse to walk out the door and never come back
every heart i light up keeps me on track
i think i see the road
the heavy foliage like a rocky cove
i know what would have happened if i stayed home
i’d keep smoking til the stress exploded out my dome
like i wanted to
a gun on safety was worth more in my hand if i could get the clue
they got nothing better to say
but maybe it’ll help for a couple days
reassurance in different ways
it’s possibly just a phase
believe it and find a way
even if you’re crazy
there’s something going on up there
fail to explain it and why isn’t clear
told to write a book
want to rhyme and take a little longer to understand hooks
plagued with run ons from the start
smart enough to not get an instant zero
bad enough hand writing i had to speak it anyway
stutter might have them say to just redo it
atleast i can read it
understand enough sometimes what i was really meaning to avoid future edits
this mattered for some reason
let it
setting myself to learn how to comprehend and -n-lyze
paranoia with little to metabolize
maybe
i ask to die too much and that sh-t never been hazy
just triple disassociation
if i need more time to understand the association
creation comes in variation
they felt demonic relation
toxic radiation
brought em from home
same feeling elsewhere on the spectrum of greeting i receive
so i trust it just enough to achieve the knowing of why they appeared
why it felt like a spiritual mugging made clear
knowing to recover made it nothing more than a poke that broke my sense of being for the day
i’m sorry i have to lay my head down
stabbing in my back and i can’t focus
first bogus
learned the mind can only hold us
thus moving onto more
“i’m not mad at you anymore, i don’t think i ever was. i just wanted to f-ck with you nickahlis just because”
that’s why i don’t wear my gloves when walking
remember defense
and honest talking
when i speak i ain’t mocking
i was just someone who listened in the moment to forget after
dialect sparking a mix of unconscious intent with memory
how’d you grow up?
i’m thankful for the faint memory
i wish half of what stuck would fade forever
and i’m grateful for who’s apart of what’s left as i continue to better understand the purpose of life
with those that choose and meet along the way
i got a lot to say and i wish it returns quicker like it used to and that might not be worth to pray for
i know deep down i’m just burnt to my core a bedding for the next iteration as they form

- nick kopel

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