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letra de amouna - nems

its like i can’t shake this feeling
i just wanna get back to myself back being normal
& with every ounce of my being it won’t happen what the f-ck

something ain’t right with me
its like my mind is having fights with me
every time that i open my eyes its like its dimmering the light in me
i gotta force myself to get out of bed
its like im paralyzed with these f-ckin’ thoughts in my head
i don’t wanna be a zombie takin’ all of these meds
as a matter of fact, maybe ill be bettеr off dead
how the f-ck did i becomе this person so disgusting
in my younger years, i had happiness and abundance
this ain’t how i saw my life being
im supposed to be traveling the world going sightseeing
now i don’t wanna see n0body
i lost the person closet to me took the spirit out my whole body
i hate my life and i hate myself
just leave me in my room with the blinds closed i don’t need no help
my back’s against the ropes
i don’t see no hope
if i knew how to make it stop i’d make it stop but i don’t
why am i the only one who feels like this
i try to smile around people but i feel like sh-t
i don’t know what’s going on
and my kids are lookin’ at me like they know somethings wrong
i need some help and some time to get right
i just wanna get strong so i can come back to life

everything in me just died
and i can’t shake this feeling no matter how much i cry
my mind is telling me things and i know its a lie
i just wanna run and hide
i want out
somewhere i went off track but now
im the only one that’s holding me back
got a lotta trauma there’s a lot to unpack
i know feelings aren’t facts but
i want out

everything in me is fightin’
making gratitude lists every morning i’m writin’
praying 5 times a day through the thunder and lightning
now i’m feeling a little better and my senses are heightening.
i just gotta stay vigilant
no drinks and no drunks i can’t take the belligerence
my brain is dumbing down and i know that i’m brilliant
looking in the mirror and i see the resilience.
i see glimpses of my old self it might take a few
what didn’t k!ll me only made me stronger and unbreakable
let your light shine before the darkness starts claiming you
take my life back is what i came to do

everything in me’s alive
my light is shining brightly cuz i don’t believe the lies
the wind is at my back and i feel like i can fly
tears of joy is what i cry cus…
i wont quit
i got angels watching my back
blessings and abundance and i’m watching them stack
got some broken pieces and still i won’t crack
i know feelings aren’t facts so…
i wont quit

- nems

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