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letra de untitled 2 - lil mama aisha

you put tape over my mouth
not realistically
but emotionally
i didn’t know what your actions were about
you can say i consented
because i let myself go down south
if you prepare my mind for something like this
then your actions are speaking way too loud

this is eating me
my ptsd is k!lling me
i am disgusted
the words you was feeding
you were in love
but the lies were receding
you never asked how i was feeling
you got your pleasure
and stopped reaching out
i think i was the only trying to find the meaning
do you love me or not
do you want me or not
am i just a virgin to prey on
i should’ve stayed pure
but my conscious will rot

touched me in the wrong places
it hasn’t been but a few days
your touches leaving traumatic traces
i can still feel them
you laughed
and now i’m scared to be felt on
i would be done but im not
i still fall in love
there’s never a key to use to lock
my heart is still open to rock
i was never accepted as female
instead as a double d chested th-t
oh yeah, i forgot
my emotions
they’re not apart of the plot
you test me out after passing me to the team
but im clueless
and let you cheat
now im hearing the devil mock
he’s saying that i fell in love
what a story
i’ll be back with someone else in the morning
i had a cry, no more mourning
but my worst fear came to life
(when the texts rolled in
my anxiety was flooring)

they were wanting to take my virginity
they were intoxicated
i lost my diginity
my ptsd ascended to infinity
why am i a toy
to play with emotionally
can’t stop the pull of hormonal bullying
i have to escape
i have to believe i can fly
what i boil in the underworld for being gullible
too bad it was grooming
please, stop this is stupid
my last scar i’ll be losing
i won’t be giving you attention
don’t think i’ll be choosing

- lil mama aisha

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