letra de the intern, the captain, and khary. - khary

[verse 1]
uhh
i don’t know where to start
same kid with the same hole inside of his heart
same big forehead
same hat that i wear
insecurely to cover it
i’m not feelin’ too hot
life is an ac
a cool breeze in the wind
i’m a d-ck, yeah i’m tracy
yeah i’m not there for my friends
but the cat that said it’s ok
the devil in my head that tells me that i am so great
overcharge these n-ggas for what they did to lupey
you be straight
you can figure out that family sh-t later
f-ck these b-tches get paper
don’t tell me i ain’t do favors
i used to intern at faders
sat at that front desk for hours
kanye and nas now we major
biggie and pac were the greatest
but i can’t say they the best
that’s just the way that i’m feelin’
i’m gettin’ sh-t off my chest
you tellin’ me if i make it to longevity
you still gonna compare me 20 years after their death
uhh
i don’t know where to end
sacrificing integrity
i’ve been trying to win
triple h pedigree
a degenerate that i am
i don’t know what i believe in
i feel like i’ve run out of reasons to live
though i’m not suicidal
in vain but the feelin’ is vital
wipe my -ss with the pages of bibles
hit it flaccid
i snuck in the recital
rather a drunk be the one that you lie to
a conflicted future and past
i’m young, black in america
no escaping my heritage
still i’m full of conviction
i’m writing my own narrative
with the voice of morgan freeman
what my parents did is not imperative
lived the life of a surrogate
vicarious a p-ssenger in my own body
but the captain said he got me
“just drink more liquor
you’ll be more social
you’ll get more women
more people will know you”
i hate being mixey
rather chill up on my own
other nights i’m tryna find a b-tch to bone
why my mother squatting in her own home
older brother losing it inside his dome
guess they call it being grown when everything just falls apart
f-cking random women every night is overrated
text ’em like home and away jerseys lately
i’m alternating
but love feels outdated
been afraid of intimacy since 23
i don’t let women close
don’t like when they ask about my goals
i got dreams you wouldn’t understand
i got things you couldn’t comprehend
beer cans rattle next to my speakers
every day i swear i wanna quit drinking
i just hope i’m not an alcoholic
in my 40’s paying for a child i’m not supporting
probably better off aborting
all this pressure feels enormous
i feel weak
i have a hard time seeing myself as a man
in the later end of my twenties
uhh
i forgot where the middle is
point me to where the fiddle is
a g*nius
the biggest idiot
i was mistaken being humble for not taking myself serious
it’s like i only exist to prove y’all wrong
and when that’s done what is my purpose
a sea urchin
just trying to find the point
the intern was a boy
the captain was his voice
and i’m just living through the noise

[outro]
this is weird

- khary

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