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letra de overdose - juanzilla

[juanzilla]
check it out y’all, check it, check it out
did i die or is it me
there is no way i survived
took about 50 bennys, hoping i would die
let me tell you what i saw
but the weird thing was that i could not see
my vision was blurry, i couldn’t even read
as the music hits my brain
and the bph hits my veins
i notice that my legs begin to shake
oh snap they went out
guess its baby steps for me
as i look across my room
as my tv glows in my room
i look at the wall, and then i see it move
but it was more of a glitch
then my eyes began to twitch
as i see little bugs moving, all around i see them
oh now im bugging i see a bathroom
but then i begin to pee
as urinе enters my room
i was seeing things
and my pants are soaking wеt
i smell like pee, and my chair is soaking wet
why did i do this i really want to die
my life is good and my family life is well
it’s been two hours and i don’t feel well
take one step i need to walk
i can’t sleep my legs are shaking
i feel so weak
why did i do this
lying and stealing just for that
i need help bad, this problems gonna last
and this trip feels like forever
i don’t feel good, but for some reason
i want this forever
the closer i am to death
i feel a calm and i accept everything

i accept that i’m a liar
i know that i’m an addict
i want this feeling daily, even though it feels so bad
i come back to it
as i lay on my back
the celin has maggots crawling all about
i want to close my eyes, but i love what i see
i’m a twisted man with twisted thoughts
i even wanted my parents deceased

as soon as i sleep, i wake up feeling really bad
my throat isn’t hurting as bad as it was
cause i took a cough drop
to keep my throat from tyrin to bug
i look down, but i can’t see
my vision is blurry
can’t read text, or end them
what am i to do
then i find out
i sent random text to a cop, and my family too
ah man i am buggin
this must be some kind of dream
my parents are worried sick
over the drugs i am doing
i try to reassure them
that i’m all fine
but secretly im hurting
im scheming on how to get more
and take them again
i tell myself
i’m here for a good time, not a long time
tell myself things to allow me to continue until i die
but check it out, i did it again
but during the day, thats a big mistake
cause my dad is coming home
and he saw my face
he noticed i was high
but i don’t care, i’m not fazed
i saw my stepmom sitting on the couch
when she was in a whole another state
my dad sent me to the er
where nonesene was all i would say
got a iv inside my arm
to keep the drugs away
did i learn ? no
but i won’t make the same mistake
now my heart is racing
i need to take a break, i need to breath
breath one two
breath three four…
breath , breath, breath, breath…

- juanzilla

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