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letra de i'm going insane - jim steenvoorden

[verse 1]
i’m spiraling overthinking over every imperfection
turning a page in this book like a personal confession
it’s obsession-
i second-guess the second guesses i question
my reflection telling me i’m stuck in my own direction
but i designed this path myself and now i’m doubting my intentions
cause every step i’ve taken feels like a misconception
and sometimes i try to remember i have the right of election
in my own brain-
hmmm really? cause i don’t feel protected
ocd has taken control of my mind and dissected
every little last bit it has tried and infected
which is interesting, because for seventeen years straight, it went undetected

now i’m checking every thought like it’s something i neglected
walking on glass in my head, every move feels contested
these unwanted thoughts i just wanna spit out and digest-it
but i can’t because i’m already to invested
every whisper in my head feels like a threat that’s overlapping
and the silence feels the loudest when the panic starts attacking
i hope i’m not the only one who’s mind is entrapping
making me feel bad for things i never did till i’m snapping

[chorus] x2
i am going insane
drowning in pain
spreading in vain
and i’ll try to explain
[verse 2]
i’m selective, of the selections i make of connections
but even then i object my own objections
never finishing thoughts i had- oh wait, i should go in sections
waking up for you was decent it was about my affection
then after that i made three more songs in that direction
ending with i hope that never had ill intention
and i’m sorry for who i was but i fear my own perception
sometimes i want to ask for a reason of my rejection
and then i wish i called back home in retrospection
saying i’m washed up and really need that protection
that’s just being real and admitting imperfection
people say just stop like it’s easy to switch
but i promise you it’s not that easy to quit
some days i wake up and feel unfit
then other days i wake up and feel legit
doesn’t make sense?
no i know it, days i think that i’m a hypocrite
days i think that i’ll make it
days i think that i’ll lose it
days i think that-

[chorus] x2
i am going insane
drowning in pain
spreading in vain
and i’ll try to explain

- jim steenvoorden

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