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letra de march 10th 2017, 11:31am (prod. juhpbeats & lucid soundz) - jarred kdj

[intro – waking up (late morning)]
(yawn)
wow, wait what?
wait what, huh?
wait, what time is it?

[verse – bedroom]
woke up on this beautiful day, it was noon (8th alarm goes off)
start the day right, i mean i tried, maybe? i’m lying
sunlight shining right through the split of the curtains in my room
gotta get out of it, gotta get up, get up out this bed soon
turn and twist i’m hiding pretend i never saw light
then i’m reminded how far i’m behind, oh sh-t, no, how
f-ck it, it ain’t worth it, ’till i heard a voice lurkin’
gotta get out of it, gotta get up, get up out this bed now

f-ck, where’s my bag, must’ve forgot where it’s placed
socks lost in the back, sn-tch two, not of the same
find some food to grab, and chuck it all on my plate
no time to sit on my ass, brushin’ t–th and stuff my face

[verse – school]
totally ironic, it’s bad, at least it’s honеst
dash in, wait my bag, the teacher’s nagging “you’rе late”
sarcastically asks “finished the assigned task?“
the class is laughing away, man i got nothing to say
(for f-cks sake)

she’s returning the grades
and has a smirk on her face
everyone’s raising their a’s
she holds up mine for everyone to see it
walks up to confront me says
“you missed your chance to pass by half a mark…
when you gon’ get smart?”

man i hate this, i cannot stand this fake b-tch
i wish i had the b-lls to look straight
and right up into this b-tch face
collectin’ my thoughts not to hold back
but to say all the things i’ve been meaning to say
since the day that i came in
public reputation at stake, okay be calm, oh please stay calm
this her domain, no way that i can win unarmed
spare my parents embarrasment, but i must stress
my revenge’s gotta be massive success, no less

while that’s going on in my head
i’m met by some of my friends
who say don’t sweat what’s been said
and you still coming at ten, right?
tonight’s gonna be crazy
you know who, is coming too
she’ll make you forget all about today g!

huh watch ’em laughing, glad i have no class after
now wait for the clock, ’till i can go back to what matters
so frantic i’m almost asking, hey man, give me an answer
how can you go, so-fast, but be this slow during classes?

[verse – on my way home]
by the time it’s finally over, you might’ve thought i enjoyed it
if it don’t work out with rappin’ i might just go pick up actin’
i’m joking, well maybe not, pull my bike outta the spot
yo this double chain is driving me crazy
know it’s for safety but mah’s its exaggerated

anyway, i’m free, pedaling with ease through the breeze
like i had a need for speed, oh please no
never say that again, but can you blame me for being cheesy
i mean it’s my genes, oh..stop
red light, turns green and blast, like i’m rockin’ it with lance
quick glance over my back, what’s that, oh f-ck, go, go
stutter in my traps, sputtering like no gas
i think that we’re gonna crash (inhales deeply)
(car incoming..)
that was so close

[verse – arrive at home (late-afternoon)]
pull up to the front of my place, rest for a few minutes
sh-t can’t find, the right key to use “oh hey, hi”
my neighbor smiles, walking by, looking amused
i continue to shuffle through, struggling thinking f-ck you

slam the door open, f-ck a grammar critic, no didn’t fling it
i almost kicked it, n it slammed open, dammit what is this
who gives a sh-t, man this is just the description
this is stupid, what was i doing, oh yeah
need to keep it moving

(finds out mom’s home)
honey are you home? i was just about to go
would you be so sweet
and help me bring grandma her groceries?
no mom i can’t, i mean i’ve got this-
it’s your grandmother, yeah you’re right
please do it with a smile, yes yes
just give it, i want to do it
i’ll go myself so you can get to somethin’ else
thank you, i knew i needn’t yell
hmm hmm, don’t forget to ring the bell
so she knows whose swinging by
and say i say hi, alright ma, goodbye, i’ll be late
that’s fine, take your time, but be back before eight
it’s your turn to cook, we’ll set the table
cuz your dad’s on his way
oh look, please take this bag to the back
it belongs with the trash
anything else, i’m in a rush, i know that
no, it’s not that you don’t understand
what is it? doesn’t matter can i go?
yes hurry though, she’s waiting
huh? maybe she knows
nah, she’s talking’ ’bout granny yo
you thought you’s exposed, come on, let’s go

[verse – to grandma’s place (evening)]
this time no pedalin’ this is tire skirtin’
shifting kickin’ the metal in
pumpin’ with adrenaline
get a sense i’m in a different dimension sh-ttt
stop on the dotted, no scratches
stunt parking alastair moffet, or is it verstappen?
holdin’ up groceries, like your boys on a trophy spree
hopefully all the noise goes unnoticed
before they know it’s me
but when i buzz in, i hope she greets me knowingly
usually she can tell by my cloths
and demeanor of three years old
the surety of pure joy is potent see

a smile refreshes the memory
but don’t stress to remember
if you can’t, then just let it be
first take the stairs here to the right
then we’ll go n see
climb up two floors, through the outdoor corridor
your’s is the last door, and yes you’re standing all happy
it’s time to unpack all the food in these bags
she’s like need help? wait, let me…
i reply no can do this myself, s’not heavy
she smiles giggling it’s still funny how you men be

gently…drop it on the counter
almost everything falls out of the bag
bit of panic, she’s relaxed and asks
want a cookie rookie? and laughs
i just smile from the relief, my reflexes saved my ass

keep it cool like the breeze
when opening the refrigerator
resort the food, move back what’s new
then display the things out-of-date first
she’s supervising, making sure i do it right
like i’m new to the supermarket
not there pardon
i’ll place this someplace you can find it

right there is fine but outta my reach, in a sombre tone
hey grandma what’s wrong?
i just asked if you wanted somethin’ and you ignorin’ me
oh sorry, no thank you, i’m good
well, take one of the go, you used to gorge on these
huh?
whatchu mean, i just arrived, can’t just leave
oh honey, you can hardly fool me
i bet you have someplace to be
i’ve been around long enough
to tell by the look in your eye
there must be a girl outta this world that’s on your mind
huh?
you were so keen, to act all manly
told you, you men’ll never change
now, if you don’t mind me asking
what’s her name, where’re you going?
i’m hesitating, she noticed
it’s fine, tell me later
i wanna hear all the stories
you sure?
i’m so sorry my stay was short
don’t be sorry, you got a life to live
been livin’ mine, now won’t you hurry
please take these papers by the chair
where? there!
okay
lay the pistol down babe…
yes yes, don’t you worry
we’ll finish the line next time you drop by surely
aight love you, you too take care!
n-please say “thank you” to your parents!
aware she’s starin’ at my back
as i’m leaving slowly peak over my shoulder
how can i leave her so lonely

[verse – driving back home for dinner (late-evening)]
now’m cruisin’ back home, real slow, lost in my views
do i prioritize, what’s right, and do i choose?
what i like, or am i being guided by the news
not just on tv, in-fact moreso what i’ve been seein’
on the daily, force-fed importance of money
sure, maybe it’s not the problem, but the l-st…
(knocking the windshield)

hey honey, get out the car
look your dad’s almost home
and cooking you still need start
why’d you have to keep us wondering where you are?
just make sure its ready
arms heavy knees weak palms sweaty
yeah you guess it, i’m making mom’s spaghetti
al dente, or the boss sends the mob out to get me
enough jokes, start plating, my dad walks in
oh great my favorite
dinner table conversations, often plain, make me impatient
good thing i’m already late, so i can use this as an excuse
to get excused, from the table, grab my shoes and dash
they’re waving, hear a voice
don’t stay up too late baby!

runnin’ up the hill, down, up, down
okay chill, think i’ll make it
gracefully, pull out my transport card
chill, stand still…til…
i figured sh-t it’s not here, huh?
you got to be kidding me
can’t go home’s too slow
better get a ticket quickly
i’m p-pacing to the exchange, swiftly wait…
(train departs)
i think i just heard it leave
i can’t believe this happening to me right now, geez
louise greets me by the counter
she tells me the next train leaves in an hour
wow, that’s a while, but i’ll take it
and straighten my posture
fakin’ no pain in making the payment
pulling money outta my wallet

[verse – train station special random encounter]
wow, then outta nowhere
comes some old fellow with no hair
oh h-llo, i see you’ve got dollars, got one to spare?
kinda annoyed then again, how can i avoid him
he looks geniune, so i ask where you going?
truth be told
i’m really just tryna go home man
you have family? haven’t seen mine in years
d-mn, near had a man in tears
we strike up a conversation
he notices my little black notebook
moleskin?
yeah, he said
well, keep it close and note
those notes are worth more than any amount gold
then looked at me and said
boy, hope you make it, promise you’ll keep grindin’
time flyin’ by so fast, he says goodbye
right when i’ve realized, i’ve missed another train

sh-t
the next hour long, but for the sake of the song
i’m on the road, i mean the one the party on
i’m finally on my way, scribblin’ some notes for later
there’s nothing better than idlin’ my time rhymin’
oh hey this is my stop, i get off
now’s just a couple hundred meters
nearin’ my destination, low-key i’m shaking
play it cool, pretending to be unfazed
then i’m at the door, ring the bell
before i read welcome on the fl-door opens
yo come in, come in you must be bored
it’s cool just arrived
listen so j now wait before you walk in…oh sh-t
is that patrick and jeana?
i can’t believe it, i must be dreaming
i’m looking at my friend is this serious
yeah, he told her you wouldn’t be here
huh, seeing that made me sick
she catches a glimpse of my stare
fakes disgust, looks embarrassed
don’t try explain this, no
spare me the reasons, keep him over there
assh0l-’s like “ha, what? don’t like to share?”
should’ve shocked him in his jaw
but f-ck this don’t even care
jarred wait-it’s sick, save it b-tch
but our relation-ship? we ain’t sh-t
is it..(too late)..please let me apologize
whatchu blind, that days been missed
fell for your eyes, but won’t fall for your lies
it’s just one time, gimme time
nah, you been late since the day you ate his d-ck
might as well suck off him and him too
f-ck it, grab both and choke on two
i can’t believe, i had hopes for us, f-ck
can’t trust a single f-ck, f-ck you
f-ck no, don’t get close, no goodbye kiss
more like goodbye without goodnight b-tch
i’m not even mad i made this trip
i’m glad i made it to see thatchu ain’t sh-t
just another fake b-tch
same homie from class told me relax
but this time i’m like f-ck this, get off me dog
leave me alone i’m going home
i said get off me dog before i call you a b-tch
this sh-t got me saying sh-t i don’t even wanna be sayin’
nah’ll catch the last f-cking train
i’m not stayin’ get out my face b-tch!
dude just let me walk, i don’t wanna talk
to anybody in this f-cking place
i should’ve stayed with my family

[verse – leaving the party (night)]
it’s f-cking cold, i never bring a coat
that’s the oldest f-cking rhyme in the book
but look i’m just tryna get home
is that the train coming?
for f-ck sake i hate running
better move it though, walking’s too slow
make it just as the doors close (train doors shut)
(pff)
man, what just happened
forget tryna fathom i can’t even grasp it
honestly, i don’t wanna think about it no more
but should i write it down, record it, i don’t know-man
how much longer to go, i’ve aged through the song
d-mn this train ride is long
hey ain’t usually the way back, faster than the way there
been in the train for ages, i think i’m getting grey hair
oh great we’re finally here, oh sh-t stuff, okay let’s go
now it’s just a stroll up the road, pull out my keys
and yes they fit in the door

[outro – where’s my notebook?]
ah finally f-cking home man
that was f-cking bullsh-t
should probably write this down
get it out of my head
where’s this, where’s this thin-
(zips open backpack)
wait, no, no, no
wait a minute
what the f-ck
no, it’s gotta be
are you f-cking kidding me?
(pulls out everything out)
no, what the f-ck yo
no, i-it’s gotta be f-cking in here
are you, no
no, no, no, no
no, did i f-cking leave it on the train?
there’s no f-cking way i left that on the train
no, please, no
(panic zipping & unzipping nervously)
it’s, it’s gotta be somewhere in here
come on, please, f-ck…

- jarred kdj

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