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letra de stiff person stories: (part. 1) - illlogick

[intro]
yeah
illlogick
stiff person stories
part. 1
stiff person syndrome

[chorus]
i’m not the same illlogick that ya’ll want me to be
it’s the same self-project i’m evolving indeed
when i’m talking chronic dawg it ain’t always ’bout weed
it could be this d-mn demonic neurological disease
that’s lived inside me since i was 14
through all the pills that i popped and all the sh-t that i’ve seen
most wouldn’t believe that’s why it’s labeled invisible
don’t let that trick you it’s aggressive and physical

[verse – 1]
stiff person syndrome no gaba in my bloodstream
anti-gad 65 k!lls it all quick and clean
anti-gad’s an antibody gaba is a protein
you need gaba to relax, mentally and physically
so valium’s what they give to me, paired with baclofen
i take it three times a day, so i can move my back again
but that isn’t a cure, i still spasm for sure, what that is?
it’s a treatment that allows me to endure
while i’m grateful it exists, if i never took another pill
wouldn’t be missed, throw them b-tches in the ditch
but, if i did this out of the blue ’cause i got p-ssed
withdrawal comes quick, i get to seizing and sh-t
next step is comatose from chemical dependency
from 900 milligrams a month since i was a teen
add my other medications i’m like a small pharmacy
but, i get nothing for the pain, ’cause opiates won’t bond to me
[chorus]
i’m not the same illlogick that ya’ll want me to be
it’s the same self-project i’m evolving indeed
when i’m talking chronic dawg it ain’t always ’bout weed
it could be this d-mn demonic neurological disease
that’s lived inside me since i was 14
through all the pills that i popped and all the sh-t that i’ve seen
most wouldn’t believe that’s why it’s labeled invisible
don’t let that trick you it’s aggressive and physical

[verse – 2]
onto the symptoms of the syndrome i suffer from
everyone’s a little different, this is how mine begun
couldn’t do pushups, my middle finger wasn’t flat
stood my ass up stiff as steel, what the h-ll was that?
that was only the beginning, both my wrists bent in
right shoulder needs to be replaced i don’t blend in
since then i can feel the muscle spasms to the bone
some days i think they’re gonna rip, some days i’m left alone
to be honest though i’m lucky, that’s a fact i won’t deny
if you ever donated plasma, i’m thanking you for mine
diagnosed in two years, for most it takes five to nine
which is a long time when you been at war inside
disabled as a youth, but i don’t get disability
never got to pay into the government security
so they ain’t hearing me, but that’s okay, i know you will
never let a neuro tell you how you do or don’t feel
[chorus]
i’m not the same illlogick that ya’ll want me to be
it’s the same self-project i’m evolving indeed
when i’m talking chronic dawg it ain’t always ’bout weed
it could be this d-mn demonic neurological disease
that’s lived inside me since i was 14
through all the pills that i popped and all the sh-t that i’ve seen
most wouldn’t believe that’s why it’s labeled invisible
don’t let that trick you it’s aggressive and physical

[interlude]
yeah
so that’s what i gotta’ deal with
and i know that there’s a lot of people out there listening
that gotta’ deal with similar things
and just know that i see you
3nigma bred sees you
and we hear you
we’re here
and that was only part 1
just wait
b-tch

[outro]
stiff person syndrome or sps
a rare neurological disorder causing debilitating spasms
and progressive rigidity that locks the body
often misdiagnosed as anxiety
patients fight a silent war for a proper diagnosis
awareness remains the first step in battling this unforgiving condition

- illlogick

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