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letra de 2 turtle doves - egwu nnanna echem & grandfather

2 turtle doves
they said the heart has no operating system
but i ran yours on mine: no firewall, no test
i mistook sparks for specs
skipped the manual
and deployed feelings on sandbox
you, delicate like the database in cloud
me, a trojan dressed like a man
i downloaded your laughter
but failed to back up your pain
when you sent pings, i left your payload unread
bandwidth full of pride and unspoken threads
we were close, yet so far
like black and white squared bishops
sp-wn into the webhook of lovе
i thought loving was like coding:
break it, fix it, push, repеat
but hearts don’t debug so easy
and love doesn’t scale on deceit
this object oriented approach made me carry
more than my load balancer could bear in many instances
i hardcoded expectations
you just wanted uptime and peace
but i cached all the wrong versions of you
never syncing with who you were becoming beneath
remember our shared folder?
you gave access, i changed permissions
locked you out when your needs didn’t match my mission
i am sorry
i ghosted your updates
refused to patch my flaws
now here i am – system crashed, flopped!
taking risks
reading old logs on floppy disks
i kept thinking, “can we run it again?”
“can we deploy what we once had…”
but already we know
love isn’t a script you rerun with the same broken lines
now you’re gone!
and i’m learning that sometimes
love is knowing when to close the app
and shutdown the system
before it drains both your lives
they say the heart has no operating system
but toxic relationships were once beautiful things
affected by viruses
[ name tilahy ]
i read your patch notes on telegram
line by line
like old letters on rainy nights
when my heartbeat feels like a memory trying to speak
yes, you ran my laughter like code
but you never read the comments
you saw beauty in my syntax
but skipped the documentation
the “handle with care.” the “do not override.”
i wasn’t asking for upgrades, just presence
i wasn’t asking for an architect
just a man with clean hands and honest eyes
but you! you pushed to prod with no testing
turned our assumed love into a lab rat
inside a maze of “maybes” and misplaced pride
my apis were intact
but you cached who i used to be
then blamed my growth for lag
when i needed security
you gave me encryption so complex
even i couldn’t access your heart
and now you say, “you’re learning.”
that’s good
but healing is not a pull request i can approve
not anymore
because while you were building futures
on a server i never subscribed to
i was out here- learning to breathe without backup
finding wholeness outside your frameworks
trying to reconnect to other networks
you mistook my silence for forgiveness
distance for devotion
but hear this:
i did love you and i am proud of the man you’re becoming
but i also love me, and this i am not assuming
so while you run your updates
i’ll run free and hope like adele
that i find someone like you

- egwu nnanna echem grandfather

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