letra de rewired - andradece
[intro]
struggling with a mental illness automatically makes you a greater burden to others and while most people may not see it; we do
[chorus]
i need someone who can answer this
what i got to do to relieve me of the stress
‘cuz i’m dependent when it comes to meds
and i don’t wanna open doors to side-effects
sick of pretending i’m okay, i’ve been praying for change
god i need some rewiring work done in my brain
i’m aware of the stakes i can handle the wеight
i’m prepared for the worst, lеt’s rewire this brain
[verse 1]
this past month i felt a pain deep in the trenches
trying to find who am maybe find a consensus
all i do is eat beats just to p-ss off my dentist
i lit a fire underneath all my enemy’s benches
i took a dive, i started studying mental health
i know it runs in my family trust me i can tell
i know i got some anxiety running in my genes
feels like my dna is scattered to complicate things
whatever, i’ll throw my rope down i’ll go first
let me record it while down here to prove i’m cursed
took out my flashlight, i swear that i spotted some demons
or maybe that’s my insecurities dressed to believe it
i need a doctor i need a counselor
someone to force me out the window when they say “get out more”
someone to kick me into gear when i’m debbie downer
a safety net when i’m on the verge of a spiral downward
yeah
i need parameters like prison guards
my thoughts are violent like hitting l!cks and stealing cars
and i’m a joker, you better shuffle your deck of cards
k!lling rappers, a decade later i’m still at large
listen
my mental illness like an evil spirit
he’s unwelcome, uninvited, and incoherent
look in the mirror, notice changes in my appearance
somebody cure it my personality disappearing
i suffer from, chronic fatigue, feels like a disease
always shaking ‘cuz my mind is weak
sweat inside both my shirt and jeans
and i’ll be lucky if i fall asleep
so if you can, you have a luxury
medication, withdrawal symptoms walk like a giant
spreading out like coronavirus
depression hides like a prowling lion
they teaming up the devil just to form an alliance
they don’t discriminate nor have a bias
they feed off guilt if you’re alone or private
you build a wall but they sneak behind it
you k!ll ’em off down the middle, every head divided
you think you’re good then they start multiplying
they trick your mind into think you’re dying
[chorus]
i need someone who can answer this
what i got to do to relieve me of the stress
‘cuz i’m dependent when it comes to meds
and i don’t wanna open doors to side-effects
sick of pretending i’m okay, i’ve been praying for change
god i need some rewiring work done in my brain
i’m aware of the stakes i can handle the weight
i’m prepared for the worst, let’s rewire this brain
[verse 2]
heightened senses, my body loads up my defenses
my blood pleasure is running like a ferrari engine
i wouldn’t mind if i beatin’ up with some knives and wrenches
at least then i’d understand why i feel the tension
exhausting, i need a trip out to palm springs
don’t call me a mix of rappers, i’m not a crossbreed
just talk to a vet, hear what the boss thinks
take your comments, and suck on it until it taste like a soft drink
p-ssing, moaning, fallon, conan
like it’s a joke when i talk about how my counseling’s goin’
i should pull a mr. west, pack my things and move to wyoming
record a song in a barn, call it my little pony
your mind is either your biggest fan or your worst critic
and by the looks of it, worst enemy is way more fitting
my body turns on adrenaline like it’s always kidding
likes it’s a game for my body to keep the sweat dripping
look
they compensate my anxiety just for babysitting
they amputate my sobriety with the jaws of envy
they aggravate my entirely with applause against me
like entertaining society had the greatest ending
i’m flattered, i never understood the theory of mind over matter like it’s meaningless chatter
some people told me don’t trip, it’s just another chapter
but i dwell on thoughts like how it ends or how i even got here
i bet you looking at me different now
maybe you’re sympathetic or flat out indifferent now
i just vent on a microphone, i don’t do this for clout
why pay a therapist when i’m doing the bulk of it now
listen
mental heath is a burden that people carry on
we don’t expect you to be coming back up if you drop us off
if you promise you’ll never leave, better pray to god
to give both of us the willingness to stay strong
[chorus]
i need someone who can answer this
what i got to do to relieve me of the stress
‘cuz i’m dependent when it comes to meds
and i don’t wanna open doors to side-effects
sick of pretending i’m okay, i’ve been praying for change
god i need some rewiring work done in my brain
i’m aware of the stakes i can handle the weight
i’m prepared for the worst, let’s rewire this brain
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