a b c d e f g h i j k l m n o p q r s t u v w x y z 0 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 #

letra de just a number - amanda williams

this weekend i went to the doctor
and they checked my weight like they do everytime
took off my sweat shirt
stepped on the scale
looked away and closed my eyes
i guess the nurse didn’t see me
cause she said it out loud
and i felt like i couldn’t breathe
i was still the same size as i was just before she said it
but my body felt heavier to me
it’s just a number
but old habits die so hard
but i blame tumblr and the year 2013
and my mother for as far back as i can remember
talking sh-t about her body
but it’s just a number
this weeked i went out shopping
retail therepy, been a long week
went through the sweatshirts
and through the dresses
and i grabbed a couple jeans
but the 6 didn’t fit me, wouldn’t go over my knees
the 8 was still a bit too tight
i tried to ignore that a year ago those would have fit
and i went out and grabbed a bigger size

its just a number
but old habits die so hard and i blame tumblr
and the year 2013
and my mother for as far back as i can remember

oh how am i supposed to love you
when you make it so hard
in every mirror all i see are the stretchmarks and scars
and will i always feel like i’m too much but not enough?
i wish i could believe that its really just a number
but old habits die so hard
and i blame tumblr
and the year 2013

- amanda williams

letras aleatórias

MAIS ACESSADOS