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letra de coming out of closets - alecs dyno

[intro]

when i wanted me to stay
did you wanna hear my case
asking
could i face what i am?
and what we aren’t in your mind
can you see that you’re the reason i don’t hide

[verse 1]

i know it like a baby doesn’t know to behave
lessons i took at 10 to 20 to never say it’s name
so when i heard you talking everything
i didn’t want it but i want you

didn’t wanna do it
but i’m saying it i’m going to change
i’m saying it i’m going to change
i’m saying it i’m going to change
i’m saying it not changing

i was taught to hide
i don’t wanna
i i i don’t wanna hide
i just want to live my life
i wanna stand up
i don’t wanna freeze
i don’t wanna think
i don’t wanna waste all my time
don’t wanna play this game anymore

[chorus]

i will learn to be angry
i will learn
i will learn to forgive
i will learn
i will learn to be sad
i will learn
i will learn to begin
i will learn

[verse 2]

i’m too angry now that i’m thinking
and i’m too scared what i’ll do when i don’t have the block in my mind for this feeling
i don’t understand but i know i can
it starts making sense as i’m making plans
and yeah
i’m doing it i’m going to change
i’m doing it i’m changing
not here to forgive?
i don’t want it
i’m done asking for it all the time
it doesn’t matter what i want
it only matters what i say
so i’ll just say it

you don’t get control
i will take it back
i don’t wanna waste all my time
don’t wanna play this game anymore

[chorus]

i will learn to be angry
i will learn
i will learn to forgive
i will learn
i will learn to be sad
i will learn
i will learn to begin
i will learn

[transition]
when i wanted me to stay
did you wanna hear my case
asking
could i face what i am?
and what we aren’t in your mind
can you see that you’re the reason i don’t hide

[breakdown]

i’m tired of giving other people control over my emotions and what i do
i got outed at home and i’m f-cking p-ssed
when i found out i broke down and ran out of the house to just go somewhere
i am done with this bullsh-t
so i took back control
i came out in the clothes i want to wear
with an invitation to show my dad who i really am
and we sobbed in each other’s arms as i did

other people do not get to decide my story anymore
i’m the writer, i make mistakes
but i plant them in the paper that i write on
and i’m scared
and i’m angry
and i hate myself
and i feel things that i wish would just go away
but i feel them as me
and that’s the best thing i’ve ever felt in my life
i have finally stopped hiding

i am no longer
without fireworks

- alecs dyno

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